It’s a slow slow crawl July 20, 2008

So far today I’ve had two coffees, a diet pepsi, diet iced tea and a shot of espresso. Yet at this moment I could really use a nap. This job makes me feel as though my brain is slowly dying. One day, probably soon, I believe I will completely forget how to get home from this building.

I did however use my endless hours at work to create a To Do list for the month of July. SInce there is only 11 days left in this month I thought I would keep short.

July List

1. Bake a pie from scratch

2. Dye my hair red

3. make lemonade

4. Make myself a new bag

5. Have a smores and champagne night

Only about an hour until I get to go home and indulge in bourbon, strawberries and cake. Let the countdown begin…

+ weekends

+ string cheese

+ book stores with wooden floors

I thought I saw your face today July 18, 2008

The job search is still going on and I feel like it will never end. Its been over a month that I’ve been searching jobs on craigslist and writing those seemingly pointless cover letters. I’m really hoping this coming week I will finally get a call from someone or I’m tempted to start applying to jobs anywhere. Cleaning grease traps? Couldn’t be too bad. Just as long as it doesn’t require me to sit in a gray half cubicle and wear a headset while clocking my every movement including all bathroom breaks. I really need to find something to be excited about.

My number one hobby lately has been sleep. Blissful, unaware of the world sleep. I could do it all day if it weren’t for inconvenient tasks like dressing for work and feeding the cats.

It doesn’t help that it is current;y 57 degrees and cloudy today. Blah

Maybe sewing will cheer me up, it couldn’t hurt.

+ Batman

+ chocolate icing

+ sleeping cats